The Red Claw's Daughter

You know you don’t love me but you still want to touch me,
feel my body well it makes me feel ugly
Want to use me emotionally abuse me,
show the rope and dangle It above me
Want the truth and nothing but the whole truth,
say I’m nervous but I’m looking for the real proof
Found the photo and the little piece of paper,
without a name but that will come later

It would seem that your no good at deceit,
it would appear that you lie and you cheat
Want to shriek to the beings in the corner,
want to howl cause It feels like torture

Spare me your weak apologies,
I dont care for the way they make me bleed
Can’t find a reason and you won’t explain,
you’ll be sorry if it happens again

Lets make a deal or I’ll hurt you, you know

You Haven’t a notion and you haven’t a clue,
you have to know I cannot trust you,
Now I know to well your ways,
now I know I’ll always pay
So I’ll sit in my room not daring to move,
never raising my voice and thinking of you
And I’ll try to Imagine that we never met,
try to pretend and I’ll try to forget

Violent – Stellar

pretty violent, runners up in a casualty
lost all common sense, both parties call victory
one delusional than theres me

pretty violent, making up with an i.o.u.
could have circumvent from a passerby point of view
whats a carnivore spose to do?

you’re making me violent but why?
your nihilistic tendencies are making me
violent thats why youre nihilistic!

harmony, living in harmony
I want you honestly, living in spite of me

Whisper – Evanescence

I don’t think a better song could describe what Julea is going through as she spirals out of control.

Catch me as I fall, say you’re here and it’s all over now
Speaking to the atmosphere, no one’s here and I fall into myself

This truth drives me into madness. I know I can stop the pain if I will it all away

Don’t turn away (Don’t give in to the pain)
Don’t try to hide (Though they’re screaming your name)
Don’t close your eyes (God knows what lies behind them)
Don’t turn out the light (Never sleep never die)

I’m frightened by what I see but somehow I know
That there’s much more to come immobilized by my fear

And soon to be blinded by tears, I can stop the pain if I will it all away

Fallen angels at my feet whispered voices at my ear
Death before my eyes lying next to me I fear

She beckons me shall I give in, upon my end shall I begin
Forsaking all I’ve fallen for, I rise to meet my end