I’m trying to work out my new title and I can’t decide which is better. “Killer of Demons”, “Slayer of Demons”, or “Destroyer of Demons.” Really I landed the final blow on only one, but “Killer of Demon” doesn’t sound quite right. And I did kind of help with the others, and I figure between helping with all of twenty of the others, they must add up to another one.
He still ignores me, even though my cousin said he would apologize he hasn’t. Not even when I asked him to. So. I guess that is that. We’re not best friends any more. Or even friends. Or acquaintances. Or anything. I don’t know what to think about that. I think I want to duel him like Ari does Edvard. I figure if Ari can duel Edvard over my supposed honour without good reason then I can duel him over my honour with good reason. Except I might lose. And I don’t really want anymore scars. Or to be dead. I would rather not like being dead at all. And if I got more scars then well, no one will ever want to marry me. Which isn’t really that bad an idea at all. No one wanting to marry me. It is better than being courted as a joke. Or falling in love with someone I can’t have to find out they’re a mage. Or being propositioned like a whore by your best friend. So perhaps more scars is a good idea and I should join the Knights for that purpose, to make myself as unmarrigable as possible. And then I won’t get hurt when no one wants to court me. And I won’t be made to court someone I don’t like or love.
I AM Tubori damn it.
Love Storm
