I’ve been tidying up my apartment, cleaning and ensuring things are all set into order so that I don’t look like a messy house-keeper whenever they show up. The Inquisition has something making them think that I am a mage- I have no clue what it could be but I will most definitely be working to convince them I am innocent. It should not be terribly hard, there isn’t anything on this Urth that could prove I am what they want to believe.
Clearly I am not intended to wed and be a honest woman so that I can have children without worrying the order would take them away- Terryn will likely be unable to marry me even when I make it through this review innocently. His family won’t want that for a stain on the lineage, a woman who was reviewed by the order for magery.. Arien, it always gets all mucked up. I should quit dragging men into my life and hurting them. At least Terryn doesn’t actually love me- it should hurt less for him than me. This cotton dress Seamus bought me so many seasons ago feels lovely against my skin- and it is easier to work in than silks.. Even if the silks do shimmer prettier and flair out when dancing better.
I’m rambling.. I should talk to someone- being inside all alone on house arrest is not good for my mind. I need to go flit about the taverns and play music or sing or.. something. Terryn could visit me- anyone could visit me. I hope Lakali is alright, I haven’t seen him since he mentioned he’d be reviewed. The upside to that being he hasn’t been pyred so he is surely okay.
Arien- quit worrying you nit wit.