Undated
I’ve spent the last three days recovering from that whipping right before they kicked me out of the village for good. Of course, Lucas, Jacob, and I spent most of the last five or six years just running around the wilds, so I don’t guess it’s really home anymore, anyway. My main mistake was trusting that little snake in the grass to keep his mouth shut and show discretion, but it just goes to show you that the only really trustworthy men are the ones related to you.
Still, I mean, he’s the tavern man’s son, and he doesn’t know how to show discretion? He’ll make a poor one in the future. One little “turn in the hay”, and they give me twenty-five lashes with a whip. Forget that he’s the one who seduced me and even admitted to it. Wonder what Jacob would think of all this?
He’d probably just say to forget about the lot of them and hug me. Wish he was here to go to Lithmore with me. It’s been almost two years, and I still can’t believe he’s gone. I still wake up at night, his final screams echoing in mind as I come out of my dreams. That’s sounds so stupid, and I feel like a child for waking up crying when I have them, but I just miss him so much.
My twin, my other half. Definitely the better half.