• Februarius 363

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    January 8, 2015 /  Uncategorized

    The spring draws closer and I have yet to speak with my Knight masters and draw out plans. I suppose I shall simply mail to them my ideas, it seems our time is not entirely pressing yet as Ariel has not been after me for the decision. That is not a terrible thing though, I feel less rushed by the lack of queries on his part.

    Some relaxation has eased back into my form upon Cellan’s return to the city, and her visit to me. To be parted from a friend as wonderful as her would have been a slow death to me, I am fairly certain of that. It is surprising, and startling that the loss of someone can still hurt after experiencing so much loss as I have already.

     

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  • The Third

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    January 8, 2015 /  Uncategorized

    The Announcement of Pregnancy

    The titling of this entry only makes this seem all the more real as I write in my journal.. Within my belly grows yet another child- a year after the last departed it. I was worried I would not be able to conceive again but such worries were clearly foolish. Tomas seems fit to burst with joy- which entirely amuses me like you would not believe. Kaerrick had been happy- but this is far much more so than even he exhibited..

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  • Maritus, 363

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    January 8, 2015 /  Uncategorized

    There are approximately twenty-two days until I am wed once again.
    There is an edge of excitement but a greater worry of uncertainty.
    I hope I can provide Tomas with what he desires of me, my body has not
    been entirely the same since the loss of the baby so many months ago.. A
    year now? Things will work out properly though, my flow is present and that
    is a good sign. Fertility. Even so to ensure things move along with ease I
    am going to use my medicinal and herbal strengths to aid. After this child
    I imagine things will progress more easily towards pregnancies in the future.
    There will be less stress to produce an heir for Vees, and that will definitely
    ensure things go well. I-

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